Sunday, April 19th, 2009
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4:29 pm - Moving possibility
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so in light of recent problems, the first and for most of such is having no job. Dev and I have decided that we will be moving to montana fairly soon. oddly enough the places we have been looking at have a lot more work opportunity then here in idaho.
that and the sooner we're out of here the soon i don't have to deal with my mother in law and her constant bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch.......it never stops. and my cousin will go back to live with my aunt. thank god. but yeah thats all
current mood:  irritated
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Saturday, February 28th, 2009
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4:04 pm - no!!!!
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HINATA CAN NOT DIE!!!!!!!! especially after she just barely confessed to naruto that she loves him!!! that would be cruel and unusual! but her being hurt forced naruto into the 6th tailed stage!! pretty cool though.
BUT HINATA CANNOT DIE!!!!!
that is all
current mood:  sick
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Thursday, January 1st, 2009
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4:49 pm - wowza!
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Soooooo, its been a while since i updated my journal. mostly i've been on reading stories....and working on mine.
but yeah. new obsessions.....the twilight series, and naruto.....cuz im wierd.
but yeah
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Wednesday, January 9th, 2008
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6:31 pm - with arms wide open......
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i know its been over a month since i posted and yes this is a "new mommy" post :P
things are different now that weylin is here. i never thought that going thru labor would be as painful as it was but then again.....i didnt really know much about it anyway. i went into labor about and hour after i left from my doctor's appointment now that i think about it. and by 4 the next morning contractions were about and hour apart and the bunny was as close to the bed as the cage would allow her to be. when an animal does something like that you think "what do they know that i don't??"
honestly i had no fucking clue what was going on. all i knew was that i was in alot of pain. you see pregnant women on tv and the "pain" on their faces but you never know what its really like until you go thru it.
but anyway, everything progressed until it was time to go to the hospital at like 10:30-11 am. long story short my son, Weylin, was finally born at 5:41pm December 12, 2007. that means that this saturday he will be a month old.
boring i know. but i had to post.
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Wednesday, November 28th, 2007
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7:53 pm - bleh....
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so i'm about 2 weeks from my due date and its crazy. the closer i get the less ppl let me do......its frustrating!! plus all the brackston hicks (false labor) are driving me nuts. plus im really freakin' scared....but yeah i might post more about it later on
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Tuesday, September 4th, 2007
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10:19 pm - 5 months along
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Monday, August 13th, 2007
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7:59 am - .....whats it take to get it thru to you precious?
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what do you tell someone who keeps screwing up and knows it but just doesnt give a damn??
there's this girl.....she's 13 and one of my "little sisters." Courtney (who is actually my cuzin but is more like a sister), Sammie, and Chelsie, this happens to be about Sammie. her family moved to california and lived there for 6 months. over those 6 months she constantly called me crying and saying that she wanted to come home to ID. about a month and 1/2 ago they moved back......needless to say she wasnt the same person when she came back.
yeah i know that ppl change, and i expected that......but i didnt expect the change to be so durastic.....i mean she went from this "what does everyone else think or want to do" little girl to "nobody cares about me so i just don't care." its hard to see her do this to herself.
she goes behind everyone's back and tells ppl that "so and so told me that you're a ______ (fill in appropriate noun)" or "so and so said that i'm a ______ (yet again fill in the appropriate noun) and my favorite one as of yet "but aunt NOBODY here CARES. i want to come back home, cuz NOBODY wants me here and have told me so. plus everyone is calling me a bitch/slut/whore/cunt/etc. nobody cares!!!!!" that got her grounded for 2 weeks, plus she's not 'spose to be allowed to make long distance phone calls here anymore.......she doesnt really listen to me.
so we sat her down and talked to her.....let her know after her ignorance got on my nerves that she lied to her aunt and everyone she talked to in california that's why her mother grounded her for 2 weeks. i still don't think that she really understands why that happened.....*eye roll* but after we talked to her, she was doing a hell of alot better for like....3 days MAYBE.
she helped with the kids, didnt throw a fit when she was asked to do something to help keep the house clean. she asked if she could go hang with a couple friends and i said yeah go ahead be back before curfew which is 11. she said 10:30 and i agreed. she was back by 10:10. i didnt have to worry......while she stays here with us I'M the one who is responsible for her cuz the rest of her family lives about 45 min from anybody.....lol.....i wish i did....sometimes....but back on track.
the next night she asked if she could go hang with these friends agian, she had her cousing Cody with her so i said okay, i know Cody will keep you outta trouble. i trust him. they said 10:30 and again i agreed. i guess i kinda lost track of the time but Cody came back a 10 min to 11....but....no Sammie.....
now not only was i freaking out cuz it was close to curfew but Cody let me in on something i'd asked Sammie but she'd refused to tell me......one of the guys she was hanging out with was her ex Trevor......now this LITTLE BOY CHEATED on her on 3 different occasions with another girl because Sammie wasnt here she was in California....but from what i heard they got together when she was here for spring break or something like that.
Cody looks at me and says "yeah, she sat there for the first hour and just talked and then decided to stick her tounge down trevor's throat!!!" im like what the fuck are you thinking girl??? you're going out with someone already!!!! so i asked my husband and brother in law and Cody to go get her. by this time its like 11:15 and it takes them 1/2 an hour to get her back.
so we ALL sit her down and talk to her (im sick of talking she doesnt listen). let her know that since it seems like she doesnt want us to care anymore then we'll try not to since thats what she wants...and i told her that next time she does that AND she gets caught out that late, i'll just let her go to juvie for the night. cuz i can't do anything for her if that does happen.
i think its funny. only one person has called her a whore/slut and it just so happens to be the one that she's going out with......lol....but she says that she's sick of being called names.....
names that she's calling herself in her head.
what can i do??? i want to help her, but the only way i can get thru to her is by acting like i don't give a fuck....does anyone have any suggestions???? i really need the help.
current mood:  crappy
current music: Korn - shoots and ladders
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Friday, August 3rd, 2007
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7:19 pm - she will be loved.....or he.....
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damn my procrastination, i should've put this up tuesday when i got back from the doctor's.
but yeah, as far as the doctor can tell, he think's i'll be having a girl. but we will find out for sure when i go back on the 28th. w00t!!
but yeah quick little update now back to the munchkins that seem to permanently reside here at times.
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Tuesday, June 26th, 2007
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6:40 pm - icky sickiness
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being sick sux.
what sucks even worse is when the one person you care the most about is sick. you feel so helpless, even when you love on them. but what's really scary is when their body temp. is lower then the norm (96.7 or the like) and they're running a 102-104 fever. what do you do? all i can think of is to sit and bawl where no one can see me. it scares me sooooo bad.
he's too stubborn to die but i know that if his fever gets high enough then he COULD die. I DON'T want to lose my husband.
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Wednesday, June 6th, 2007
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7:28 pm
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Tuesday, May 22nd, 2007
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5:26 pm - ugh.....doctors
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so i went to the doctors today......usually when i go the receptionists and the RNs make me feel like shit. but the ones that were there today didnt. but anyway, my arm hurts all the way up cuz they had to draw blood..........*whimpers and hides* i hate needles, and i turned my aunt's thumb purple i was sqeezing her hand so hard....*giggle*
ECD: December 17, 2007
and my first thingy is the 4th of next month. but yeah. there go an update.
current mood:  bouncy
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Monday, May 21st, 2007
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11:15 am - too many kid problems.
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its lunch time and a few minutes to sit down and chill while the kids are in the playroom and lunch is cooking.......well heating up. you know its cold outside when 90% of the kids are in the playroom.
the weather freakin' figures. after a week of 90 degree weather it suddenly drops to 50-60 degrees, windy and rainy. i aint got nothing against rain but the cold.....yeah....i don't like waking up freezing my ass off cuz the wind is blowing in and freezing everything. but yeah anyway. i gotta go in for a pg test today or i can't see a doctor at family health services place......ugh. i hate doctors.....but its neccessary.
current mood:  contemplative
current music: enya
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Friday, May 18th, 2007
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9:55 pm - *hides* what do i do?
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holy crap!!!!! im on this art sight: www.deviantart.com its a place where you can submit your art for others to see/critic/ect. same with stories, poetry, photography and so on. its a really awesome sight. one of the best artists (in my oppinion) is there and i've known her my whole life www.xainy.deviantart.com she's freakin' awesome!!!! CHECK HER OUT WHEN YOU GET THE CHANCE!!!!!!!! dooooooo eet, she's AMAZING!!!!!
but thats not the thing im writing about. there's this guy on DA that's been giving me a whole shit load of trouble. at first, he sent me a note asking for pics. i, dumbass that i am, thought he was asking for me to draw him pics like a commision (sp) or something. no thats not what he wants......URGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! *mutters*
so when i found out i was thinking "hey lets fuck with this guy and figure out who he is" so i did (it was also during a time when my hubby and i were having trouble), then i didnt hear anything from him for like 4 months, then suddenly outta no where this asshole messages me saying that he wanted the pics "now" or else. then i told him that i was married and didnt want to mess up my marriage. so the shithead threatens to blackmail me with this shit, saying that he'll mail them to my house. he doesnt know where i live. but if he does then he don't know im the one who gets the mail and checks thru it and stuff. so nobody would see it but me and i'd laugh. dev asks me to open his mail and see what it is and stuff cuz he trusts me like that.
okay but its time for bed....almost....1/2 an hour more then i can after this kid leaves. bubi.
current mood:  aggravated
current music: enya
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Saturday, May 12th, 2007
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1:50 pm - ooga booga!!!
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Saturday, May 5th, 2007
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4:06 pm - whats the point?
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total and complete emotional break down today. i didnt know what to do. im TRYING to help my cousin but all she wants is for ppl to give up on her. i.......i can't do that. i called her and apologised. "im sorry. i was just trying to help. and now all you're doing is tossing it all back in my face just because YOU are the one being selfish BECAUSE you want to lay your lazy fat ass in bed all day. the only time you get out of bed before 5 in the afternoon is when its gonna benefit YOU. but all the same, im sorry i wasted my time trying to help you" then i hung up and cried for 3 hours straight. call me weeping willow.....not really.
i don't do good on only 3 hours of sleep. especially when my husband comes home drunk off his ass and puking. when i got home from cosmic bowling last night @ one he was all passed out :( it scared me sooooo bad.
what can i do? any suggestions???
current mood:  depressed
current music: Tears to Shed
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Tuesday, May 1st, 2007
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5:43 pm - a little thing called.....Quiet Time
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is the most enjoyable thing in the world. the kids HAVE to be quiet cuz the TV is down so low that if anyone of them starts talking then they can't hear the movie :D isnt it wonderful??? that means 2 hrs of absolute quiet, and time to chill. most of them fall asleep by then too. okay im done.
current mood:  chipper
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Saturday, April 28th, 2007
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5:54 pm - nerfgle
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i am so sick of little kids right now. they're driving me up the wall into insanity. and most everyone thinks that since im pregnant. i should be just FILLED with energy. FAT FUCKING CHANCE. i can barely get my butt outta bed when kids show up, what makes them think that i don't want to take a fucking nap at like a quarter to 2 - 2:30? goddamnit!!!!!!!!!! okay rant is done now.
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yes indeed he did! j/k i gotta remember to get sunscreen. poor kids are gonna be burnt to a crisp if i don't.
that would be.....sad.....butfunnyatthesametime!!!!!!
oh yeah, dilemma (sp). dev and i are thinking about moving back to montana or SOMEWHERE that has a better job for him and possibly me. if not that will give me more time to do my art work. i hate having to reread over everything 20 different times cuz the kids keep interrupting me. but oh well, i will get it all done!!!! I WILL!!!! i thought that i'd have time to do it but now i don't it sux. i am going to have to make time to sit down and do it and get it done!!!! maybe tomarrow....not maybe but deffinitly. well, we're taking the squirts out to where ever and let them drive us nuts. bubi.
current mood:  stressed
current music: ol' red by blake shelton
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Monday, April 16th, 2007
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1:06 pm - WTF......no....way!!!!!
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okay i never thought this possible.....it sooooooo freaky.....i noticed things changing. Habits becoming different, i started getting more and more pissy and stressed out, i'd jump down anyone's throat for no reason at all......bad idea on my part....managing to piss one friend off and get another arrested as a result to pissing the one person off....yeah anyway....long story...
i started craving fruit of all kinds, watermelon, cantalope, honeydew, any and all types of melons too......and SALT OMG SALT!!! we went to the Mandrian House for dinner and i DOUSED my fried rice in soysauce. i don't even like soysauce unless its in stirfry and even then i prefer teryaki sauce or the like...i don't neccesarily like soysauce, but for some reason i was craving it!!!!
sunday i couldnt hold still at all i was all bouncy and shtuff, i couldnt just lay in bed and watch TV with dev. well, i got a test and tooked it!!! im thinking it'll just turn up negative and stuff.....nope.
IT WAS POSSITIVE!!! i was like "OMFG NOW EFFING WAY!!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
dev's reaction was even better, he has strep but he was jumping around and yelling IM GONNA BE A DAD!!!! so i made all the calls to my family and stuff but justin and josh werent too happy about dev being the dad..........even longer story.....but yeah...my mom sent me an email today and she NEVER does that. she sounded soooo happy in it!!! but yeah.
IM PREGNANT!!!!!!!!!!! im having a baby!!!!!! and it should be born probly on my aniversary!!!! but yeah.
below is a pic of me with one of the moms baby. he's a month 1/2 old but really quiet and good. but thats my good news!!!!!
current mood: bouncy
current music: kids screaming
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Thursday, April 12th, 2007
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8:38 am - w00t!!
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okay im thinking of getting the xainy a late wedding gift....but im not quite sure of what to get her. her fav series that shes been reading is coming out with a new book and i think i may end up getting that for her. but im not sure how she'll react.
but i gotta get back to work cuz so far this week everyday we've had 10-20 kids even with most of them being in school. :| its nutty. and its gonna rain which is gonna make it worse cuz the kids can't go outside cuz of the mud....try keeping 3 1 1/2 yr olds inside all day. it don't work that well. grrrrrrrrr
its my puppy!!!! she and shilo took themselves for a walk yesterday, we thought they gotted stolen but nope!! they were gone for like 4 or 5 hours and it sucked monkey butts cuz they smelled like icky mudd and canal water. and almost tore the shower door down in the bathtub. lol. but anyway, it was interesting to say the least, but they came back all by themselves.
current mood: contemplative
current music: little kids yelling
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Wednesday, April 4th, 2007
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6:36 pm - nerf.....
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im bored. dev stayed home yesterday and today and it was awesome!!!....aside from me being sick. (soar throat and shit like that and sinus infection too). although......he really didnt want me doing anything at all....that was wierd....im not used to doing nothing (except for on sundays.....im lazy on sunday cuz thats my only day off really, 12 hrs a day 6 days a week.....grrrrrr....and only $300 a month but oh well)
im kinda close to finishing my assignment for the art school i just have to sit myself down and finish it all up :P then i can turn it in. i've just been so busy lately that its not funny. im going nuts, i need a vacation!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH 10-20 kids a day is getting to me!!!! HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but anyway, jayden (our bloodhound) is in heat and torturing shilo (poor old girl) i hope we can find someone with a male close by that we can breed her too, maybe really soon we will. but im gonna go and love on my honey!!! byz
current mood:  crazy
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